AM I THE PROBLEM?

“…A lot of things were swimming freely inside my mind as I came out from Nduka Obi’s office.

Is it the accusation that I have been the one causing misfortune for my friend Chukwuma? Or that God has been calling me and I refused to answer him?

When did God call me that I refused to answer? Did he come in any vision? Did he send any prophet and I refused to heed his instructions? Did he come physically or spiritually and I didn’t answer?

If so, why didn’t God just tell me that he wanted me to work for him? Why frustrate my life first? Was this how he called people in the bible?

Shey he just told Peter and sons of Zebedee to follow him, and they followed him? Even Matthew the tax collector, he did not frustrate his life first. He just told him to follow him and he did.

Why must I have the destiny of Jonah? Even Jonah sef was told, just that he refused, but even at that, why would I be swallowed by the shark before they will even send me the kind message?

Okay, if God called me and I refused to answer as Nduka Obi alleged, how does that concern Chukwuma? Why must God punish Chukwuma for what doesn’t concern Chukwuma?

A lot of other things were going on in my mind.

I was also very hungry, and didn’t have money on me, yet, the evangelist gave us 1 week 6 to 6 dry fasting, including a list of holy items that I need to buy for prayers for me.

We were in Lagos, so we needed bus fare that we would use to get back to Enugu.

After much ado, we downloaded 2 more loan apps and borrowed more loans to finance the trip back home and buy the necessary holy items .

Chukwuma’s offence was being close to me and he just needs to separate from me and he will blow.

We didn’t know that loan apps had other intentions for us when we get home

DUKE THE NIGERIAN
(WORKING IN NIGERIA, Season 7; Episode 7) was brought to you by Ugwuagbo Emmanuel Chizoba Daniel (Zoba De Great)

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